From the children’s section of my poetry corner
CRICKETS
There’s a cricket in
the hall!
Do you hear the
sound?
Is he here? Is he there?
Is he hopping around?
Which door should I
open to get him out on the porch?
The front door, the
back door?
The hall door of
course.
There’s a cricket in
the yard.
Listen how he begs
His friends to come
over
With staccato cricket
legs.
Now I’m going inside
to sleep in my bed,
But I still hear the
cricket; is he inside my head?
Somebody help! I hear Mama call.
Doesn’t anybody hear?
There’s a cricket in
the hall!
BEFORE TOMORROW
My first grandchild
was three.
Before tomorrow all
the dishes will be done,
The clothes put away,
And the counter tops
cleared.
Before tomorrow the
beds will be made,
The floor will be
vacuumed,
And all the toys put
in their places.
The doll weighs ten
pounds soaking wet.
Her blue dress flops
around her.
A few yarns of hair
stick out the top of her head that once were tied with a bow.
I pick her up by one
foot and drop her onto the porch.
Her head lands with a
thud that causes me to wince.
Her eyes are fixed
and blue and stare up at me.
I look down into them
and see your child/play.
Her face is muddy and
her lips form a permanent kiss …
Probably placed there
by you.
I pick her up and
squeeze water from her cloth body.
My fingerprints
remain and I call her hopeless.
I put her in a
plastic bag with the other garbage and bury her in a can coffin.
I go about my day’s
work.
I take my shower,
brush my teeth,
So I’ll be ready …
before tomorrow.
I put on music to
sanctify the day and hear:
“The Lord is in his
holy temple.”
On his altar I see a
soggy worn doll with a hug still shaped around her.
One day you looked at
me with those little-girl eyes and said:
“I want to grow up
and be like you.”
Oh no, don’t do that,
my little child-mom.
Don’t pour your heart
into words that no one understands.
IN the pouring rain I
make my way out back.
I reach down past the
egg shells, the left-over pizza, the empty carton and the dirty diapers.
I find her hand and
pull her out through the muck of yesterday.
With pre-wash sprayed
all over her, I toss her in the machine.
She comes out clean,
then dried except for the water … that’s still inside her head.
I position her
carefully on the counter top and know
The water will have
dripped out … before tomorrow.
Like notions in a
little girl’s mind.
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